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Porcelain Cup

 

Drain the cup

Ponder the remains

Tea of little dreams

It’s potent leaves

Once contained

 

Their brew was sweet

Although not the same

Leaves that cling, bitter to taste

Try to decipher

The reason for waste

 

Sage or seer

Try to read

A future, a meaning

In nourishing leaves

Best to savor the life-giving bleed

 

 

My hands once held

This brew, this fuel

Enough sprung from a cup

To carve deep canyons long and true

A lifeline filled up

Cottonwood Suite

 

 

Iron Horse Inn

 

At the bar next door

The townie with caterpillar moustache

And deep-rooted drawl

Told me you were originally a whorehouse

Many narrow rooms for bigger returns

Built from head sized river rock and cement

Too costly to tear down

 

Now you are boutique, prim and clean

Like a cactus flower after spring rain

Narrow stairs to the second floor

Steep as Aztec ruins

Ascending the sacrificial alter

 

In my room wide enough for one bed

I received her text

Saying we were over

I stayed up keeping company

With daughters of joy orbs

Copper miner lustful spirits

Lost souls thin as parchment

 

 

 

Fatal Coffee at Red Rooster

 

With hurricane force

The fly was flung to my cup

Outdoor patio furious fans

Chopped humid air to pieces

Flinging the fly to morning coffee peril

 

Teaspoon rescue too late

It lay motionless on the placemat

Stained glass wings in stiff repose

Liquid cream and coffee casket

It died as rapidly as our romance

 

 

 

Leaving Cottonwood

 

I took a back street out of town

A charcoal cat traces across the road

Under quilt shadows of tall aspens

Bony hunched shoulders expect attack

Skirts to a tired house with sagging steps and porch

Slumped and worn from a century

Of comings and goings

 

Thanks to the fan, fly or act of God

I had a free cup for the drive home

Two nights before we made love

Then planned our future

Winter Breaks

 

You will never smile again

Mummy wrap joy

In death’s heavy winter coat

Dark breathing aches

Blinders mask eyes

No direction seen

 

Spring comes shy at first

Playgrounds ripple

With children’s laughter

From the long sleep

Colors poke out

Gaudy and rude

 

The burn of frostbite fades

Slow inward thaw

Learned loss left a seed

Nurtured by tears

Warmed by a sun

Relentless

As love after life

 

You consider a joke

It drops soft and bruised

Like fruit in a forgotten orchard

One smile from a stranger

Emits redeeming light

A tendril grin blossoms

 

Mothball your coat

Unbutton your flannel shirt

You know

In your pulsing heart

They would have wished you

To be happy

The Road

I never know until I get there
Often wondering
Whether I arrived or not
If the destination
Was truly what I sought

The drowsy excitement
Of truck stops late at night
The diesel smell, the rumbling motors
Soot milk carbon monoxide fog
Under yellowed lamps

Back and butt sore
Eyes burn
From all the passing
The getting left in the dust
The constant filling and emptying tanks

Dime store wisdom
It’s all about the journey
Although often the diner food sucks
You search for bedbugs before sleep

In this dream of progression
Too many narrow-faced strangers
Too many loves in passing
Too many change of tires

Yet along the way
There are rainbow bridges
Vermilion Cliffs
Where the tame are now wild
Green flash sunsets
Eucalyptus groves in deep, cool night

Five-star motels
Room service
A mini fridge stocked
With all the little dreams you had
Costly, still within reach
Much more than you expected
Whatever that was
 

Waiting for Eternity to End

 

At the bar

A couple peck at an appetizer

One casually asks a scruffy haired man

Slumped on the nearest stool his occupation

One sentence in both regret it

As he goes off like a car alarm

Each word blaring tedium

 

The girlfriend looks away

Hopes someone has a key fob

To silence the scruffy haired man

The boyfriend glares at him sideways

Monotonously yes, yes, yessing him

Beeps like a microwave

Reminding your goddamn meal is ready

 

Both rise above the din

Of a churning, clanking factory

Of machine voices

Dutifully producing products of conversation

That can be bought and sold online

 

The nose ring bartender asks if I want another

Her arm sleeve tattoo of exotic flowers

Suggest a better place to be

Make it a double, I say

I read somewhere

Inebriation fosters loss of hearing

She nods knowingly

Checks her watch

Waits for eternity to end 

Free Rein

 

I let go the leather

Difficult at first to release the grip

Its rich aroma, the feel of the stable

A thick, second skin to shed

 

My horse, confused at first

After a life pulled and yanked

By the burnished bit

Quickly saw beyond

The sheen of control

 

Past the rolling hills

Dappled in shade

Rife with oak

Her nose twitches

Caught the scent

Of warming dew

 

Thunder hooves alight

Climbs, weaves through woods

Muscles strain, flanks glisten

To the crest, the meadow below

Alive with wildflowers

 

She took me

Without my guidance

To graze, hear

The buzz of pollination

The full fragrance

Of early summer morn

When all is possible       

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